Drat. Now I've posted a journal entry and I'm being sucked into the cycle of posting because I get tired of seeing the same post all the time! So now, for a while, I'll see this instead.
Question: If you fill out a useless quizzle full of random information that's really of no significance to anybody but just takes up precious time instead of doing homework that's really very important... That's bad, right?
And to think--I could be writing fan fiction right now. I almost was, actually, but I couldn't decide whether to write fan fiction or real fiction, and if I wrote fan fiction, would it be for Firefly or Harry Potter? Tough choices. So I thought--Hmm, why don't I draw? I have about eight drawings in progress that have been whinging for attention for two months now. Wouldn't it be nice to finish one and scan it onto DA? Wouldn't that be wonderful? Yes. Yes, it would. However, I again had a dilemma over which to work on, and realized it was midnight, so I shouldn't start working on anything as absorbing as writing or drawing, but I'm a little too ... I don't know... tense? Tense is a good word. Too tense to go to sleep at the moment, so ta da! Quizzle! Enjoy, all you people out there who don't read my journal. Really, I'm just writing this to myself. Which makes me want to say:
Holy Testicle Tuesday!!! (which I learned how to say in Mandarin today.)
-HONESTY SECTION-
01. Honestly, what color is your bra (or undershorts if you're a boy)?
I'm not wearing one. And before you start thinking either, "Ooh, sexy," or "Holy carp, what a slut," allow me to just say that I've already changed into my pink flannel pajamas featuring little kitties on them.
02. Honestly, what’s on your mind?
Well, I was going to lie, but since you said, "Honestly," ... I kid. I wasn't going to lie. Okay. So--honestly, what's on my mind is money. Money and how much I don't want kids right now (a friend my age who got married last year now has a little girl--scary!) and how cold my bed is going to be when I crawl into it.
03. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
Taking a quizzle and NOT doing my homework.
04. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
*sigh* There is no good answer to this question. I'll be honest--I tend to think of myself as being much more attractive than I actually am, and then I catch my reflection and go, "Whoa! Oh, wait, that's me... Damn... That sucks..." but there's nothing I would change, even if I could. I'm satisfied with my appearance, and I know I'm no beauty, but I'm pretty enough.
05. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
I don't think so... No, wait, not true, I spoke badly about some people, that was kind of mean and unnecessary. Oh, and I'm not working on homework right now, that's kinda bad....
06. Honestly, do you watch Disney channel?
Nah. Although Dave the Barbarian is a quality program. In the celebrated tradition of Emperor's New Groove--it's the same kind of random humor, the show makes fun of itself and all shows, really. It's brilliant (at 2am).
07. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
Ummmmmmm.... Not anyone in particular.
08. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
Most of the time? As in, what makes me happy the most often? Chocolate. But if you mean what makes me happy the most consistently--dogs. I have to smile every time I see a dog.
09. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
No.
10. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
I would love to see a number of people right now. Andrew. Mom and Dad. Kurt. Liz. Emily. Sadie. Carmel.
11. Honestly, when is the last time you went to Taco Bell?
I have never been to Taco Bell. (DUN DUN DUNNNN!!!)
12. Honestly, are you in denial?
If I said yes, that would be recognizing that I'm in denial, which would mean I'm no longer in denial. If I answer no, that means almost nothing--I could still be in denial. I could be in denial about being in denial, even! That would make me DOUBLY in denial! Anyway--I am not in denial, that I'm aware of.
13. Honestly, where would you rather be right now?
Home. Sitting on the floor with my back against the blue couch, laptop in my lap (appropriate, I know), writing my own story or some fan fiction or updating LiveJournal or talking to friends, warm, with my cat sticking her head under my arm and threatening to step on the keyboard, Sadie lying down on the other side leaning against my leg, my human family around, too--I would love to be there, doing that, right now.
14. Honestly, do you like someone?
I surely do. I like loads of people. Romantically? Andrew. In general? Andrew, Cass, Amanda, Rose, Liz, Emily, Mom, Dad, Kurt, Sadie, Carmel.
-ANGER SECTION-
01. What do you do when you're mad?
Breathe heavily, growl, set my jaw, walk quickly and step abruptly, mutter obscenities and occasionally kick something really hard or throw something really hard.
02. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
My brother when we were little and if I hit him in the right spot, and my mom a few times, but it was never my intention (well, with Kurt it was once or twice). I just end up feeling really really bad.
03. Do you swear when you're mad?
I'll usually shout "FUCK!" once, or a more creative string of obscenities, but it doesn't make me feel any better, actually, it just frustrates me more because swear words just don't express my feelings like I feel they should, so really after cursing once or twice, I'm done with it.
-CRYING SECTION-
01. When was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out?
Last year, actually. In this very room. Twice, for different reasons.
02. When was the last time you cried yourself to sleep?
Oh, that was a while ago. No--wait--actually, it was last summer after a really trying phone conversation.
03. Do you still cry when you get an injury?
I never really did that after fourth grade.
04. What usually makes you cry?
Frustration. If I can't help someone, if I can't express myself to people, if I keep getting misunderstood, if I can't help myself, if I can't fix a situation, if I'm really confused, that sort of thing.
-HAPPY SECTION-
01. Are you usually a happy person?
Um. Generally. I actually realized the other day that it's when I'm happy and content that I'm the most blase. I get hyper and peppy when I'm worried about something. Odd, huh?
02. What can make you happy?
Didn't we cover this? Dogs. Andrew. My friends. My cat. An unexpected demonstration of affection/trust/loyalty/respect from a friend/family member. Dancing. A call from my brother. A good drawing or a good paragraph. A new book by a favorite author. A canceled assignment. An inside joke/surprise quote from a favorite show/movie/book. Chocolate. Walking into a warm room/putting on clothes warm from the dryer/crawling into a warm bed. Thunderstorms.
03. Does being with your friends make you happy?
Oh, yes. Faster and for a longer time than almost anything else.
-SELF-ESTEEM SECTION-
01. Do you believe in yourself?
Not so much lately.
02. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you agree?
I generally choose to believe them when they say that, sure.
03. Are you one of those people that thinks they are ugly?
Never really had that issue. Actually, I should really have that thought more often.
-DA SECTION-
01. Why did you join dA?
Because a friend assured me that it was an attention whore's paradise, and she was right--I fit right in! Instantly addicted.
02. Are you addicted to deviantART?
Oh yes.
03. What type of people were you hoping to meet?
I don't really look to meet people on DA--however, I was hoping to find some good artists and photographers in the genres I like, and look! I did! My extensive favorites list is proof of that. I also wanted to find people to critique my photography and artwork--I'd love to learn some new techniques to improve them.
04. Are you looking for love on dA?
Thanks, but I've already got one.
05. What do you think of the person that tagged you with this evil survey?
Nobody tagged me, I opted to take it. Sad, no?
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